When I was growing up, I found the teaching on fasting insufficient and contradictory. It was obvious we are meant to fast, but for how long and how much? What is sincere repentance and what is showing off? I would get so nervous trying not to lie about what I was doing while at the same time keeping my fast secret. It meant I couldn't get out of my worries enough to listen for God, which was supposed to be the point.
Now I have Lent. The rules are clear, and I know what to do. It isn't easy, but I grow every year. Sometimes making mistakes has taught me more than getting every day right. I'm enjoying the Paczki just like everyone else, but my heart is ready for the better treat. Come quickly, Lent. Bring me closer to the Lord.
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