Sarah loves to hear and tell stories of people in our family. She especially loves to hear about the stories of when she makes the biggest messes. Before we ever thought of having Sarah, we purchased and installed new, very light tan, almost white, carpet. What were we thinking, I don't know?
When Sarah was capable of walking, or rather running almost every place instead, she would grab anything she could make a mark with. One day she found my red lipstick and decided to test it out. You guessed it, on our carpet. Livid doesn't even come close to describing my mood, when I walked into my living room to find red lipstick on about one forth of the rooms floor. I disciplined Sarah and took the lipstick away, then put her in her room. I found that when she made me the most upset it was best to get away from her for a little while as I calmed down.
Thankfully the lipstick came out of the carpet and all was well. We can laugh about it now. However, I read a story on FaceBook that didn't end so well. A mother came into her bedroom finding her child had used paint on her new bedding. She beat the child into unconscious and her daughter died. Afterwards, she went to her room to find a message, "I love you mom," on the bed. When I read that I cried. I have an awful temper, and children with neurological problems can be particularly trying upon ones patients. As Sarah had ADHD, Autism & Asperger Syndrome earlier in life. I am so unbelievably thankful that God has pulled me away from her and into another room, at times, when Sarah has frustrated me the most in the past.
She still infuriates me on occasion, now that she is a teenager, go figure! However, God is always there, dealing with the messes.
Waiting is NOT my strong suit. And most of the time it seems as if it is God's instrument of choice :)
I am waiting to move. My landlady has given me an extra week till 5/7/15 to move. I have not found a place as yet. I am a w a i t i n g an answer to one place and searching, I should say almost frantically, but to be honest I am at peace and that is a God thing!
I am waiting in several areas of my life so I guess I am slowly but surely growing in several areas of my life. Here's hoping!
Two weeks ago, Philip and I were sent out from our home church with prayers, words of blessing, and a dinner in our honor, to begin our journey back to the Cumberland area for ministry and family. We had been feeling the drawing for more than a year, and felt that the time had come to move full-tilt in that direction. We won't be physically moving until employment is in place, however, we will no longer be running in two different directions on the weekends.
We found it interesting that the very day that we made that leap of faith, we began to make heart connections with broken people in our hometown. My uncle has told us how so many times he has prayed and asked God, "Show me Your goodness," and immediately, someone crossed paths with him who desperately needed to hear the Good News. That has begun to happen to Philip and me as well. We haven't even had to ask. They just show up, and we believe that God is showing up too.
Vaccinations are a hot topic, since recent outbreaks of a disease thought to have been eradicated reemerged. I am well aware that there are strong feelings on both sides of the fence. I have no issues with either side. I know some of you may have fallen off of your chairs at that, but I'm serious.
If a parent wants to vaccinate their child, having researched, calculated the risks, prayed, then come to the conclusion that it is best for their child, and their child is not sick, their choice should be honored. Transversely, if parents, based upon scientific research, and their family history, prayed about it, then decided not to vaccinate, thereby taking upon themselves and their child, all possible risks and exclusions that may apply, this should also be honored.
My question is this. If someone doesn't vaccinate their child, why should those that choose to vaccinate care? The vaccinations are suppose to keep them from the disease, right? So those that vaccinate have nothing to concern themselves about. Why are they freaking out? This makes no logical sense to me.
From the research that I have done, in most cases, vaccinations alone don't cause problems. Yes, pick yourself up from the floor and continue reading, please. God made our bodies wonderfully, to fight disease and sickness. Medical science has made great strides to aid our bodies in the fight against sickness and disease. With that in mind, consider this. If a person is sick and/or has poor gut health, their ability to put up a defense against the dumbed down diseases administered by vaccinations, diminishes considerably. The body doesn't properly make the antibodies needed to help the body guard against those diseases in the future. Why? Because their body is busy healing the other problem already present.
It's not the healthy that have problems with vaccinations usually. However, vaccinations can adversely affect the body of someone who is not entirely healthy. Unfortunately, some conditions are not seen without testing. Also, there are things like MSG and lactose in some vaccinations, that a significant segment of our population are allergic to. It would be a good idea to test all who seek to vaccinate for allergies to the things in vaccinations, and check their gut health. The gut health directly affects the brain because the fluids in the brain come from your gut. Hence the saying, "Your stomach is your second brain". So if it is in poor health when vaccinations are administered, it could cause neurological disorders. A neurologist, Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride, has several videos on YouTube that explain the connection in detail far better then I can.
There is a solution to these problems. Pull the vaccines apart instead of putting two or three together, remove the harmful things, and take each vaccination separately, in one month intervals, by those that have been tested and are healthy only. All while helping those that are not healthy become so, before vaccinating.
I'm just a concerned mom that has done about 10 years of research on both the pros and cons of vaccinating. Changing some things, and making what we have better, just makes sense to me. Yeah, you'll have to go back to the doctor a few more times, and the kid will have to endure a little more pain. But, if their body functions properly and is protected from diseases because of these changes, isn't it worth avoiding possible problems? I think so, but I'm just a mom.
I say that "ALL things" (my emphasis) works together for those that love God and are called according to His purpose. Since getting my dog last June (which was a gift from God, that story another day) I have had to kennel her when I go to Mom's as she would not allow me to bring her there afraid she would do something to her dog. Honestly, there were times that I really resented that as it cost me money. Now I find myself in a situation that I cannot find a place that allows dogs.
When I picked "Sweetie" up last week from the kennel I asked the owner to try and help me find a good home for her and I began to cry as I explained to him my need to move and ...PETS...He teared up and left the room after telling me he would check around. He also reiterated to me how much they all love Sweetie.
Wednesday one of the workers from the kennel called me and told me that the owners said that if I provide her food, which I always do, that they will board her for free till I get moved. This will allow me the time to find the place for me AND her :) What a blessing that is and shows that God is concerned about every aspect of our lives. Thank you Jesus for this gift and bless this kennel who has a heart for animals and their owners.
For by grace are you saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, otherwise anyone could boast. That verse just slaps us in the head and says, "If God didn't give you the faith to believe that His Son Jesus is The Christ, you wouldn't believe." So salvation is all about what God does and He chooses who comes to Him, right? Wait, what about the verse in Romans 10:9-10 that says; "If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved." So, we have to decide and it's all abut us right? No. The Bible is confusing! Yes, yes it is. Does the Bible contradict itself? No, never! So which is it? Each, and both at the same time. What, Ha? Exactly my thoughts.
All my life I had been taught that you must believe and you make the decision to be saved, it's all about you and your choice. Then I read the Bible, and found the first verse at the top. I became confused. As I was driving home from work one day I frustratingly asked God, "which is it God?" "I see opposite sides of the coin in your word about salvation, what is the deal?" I don't know how to put this so I'm just going to say what happened. I have used it many times to defuse arguments. Because the body of Christ argues about this all the time, pointlessly. You are both correct and both wrong at the same time, no really. Allow me to explain what God Himself did for me and then you may also understand.
God showed me a silver sphere, like a ball. This ball was then jaggedly cracked into two parts from the inside, as cracked, a light came out of it. One part was larger then the other one. The two halves went away from each other as the light became brighter in the center. Then, the two parts quickly came back together and whirled around in all directions so fast that I could barely see it. It slowed down, then stopped. When it stopped, I could not tell where it was cracked into two parts. It was one perfectly cohesive object as before. I understood, in my finite brain, what this meant.
The mystery of Salvation is one miraculous thing with two parts. The larger part is what God does, the smaller part is what we do. Without both parts it would not be complete. No one can tell where one begins and the other ends, and the fullness of the mystery, cannot be understood by our minds here on earth. That was enough for me. I got it. The Holy Spirit must do His part by giving us the faith to believe then we are able and desiring to do our part. God gives everyone the opportunity to come to Him. However, the gospel is foolishness to those that are perishing.
I for one am very thankful that salvation is not entirely up to me. I am not wise enough to choose such a lofty thing, in and of myself. I certainly couldn't do what Christ did on the cross. I did have to count the cost and realize that this wasn't something to enter into lightly as I believed in my heart and confessed Jesus my Lord and Savior. I am so thankful for God's wonderful explanation to me. The Bible is confusing, but God gives understanding. Praise God!
I was driving to western MD Wednesday a 2 hour jaunt for me and was listening to the music on Christian radio as I usually do while in the car. I stopped to run and errand and when I retuned to the car a program was on "Haven Today" and I was about to turn off the radio when I heard Charles Morris say "These are the praise songs song by the 1st church" and went on to describe the "Odes of Solomon."
I had never heard of them before, maybe you have, but he went on to say that theologians have known for centuries about the Odes and a few were found over the years. About 100 years ago a collection of them was found. Dr Charlesworth has studied the odes for years and translated them in getting his PhD and has since collaborated with John Schreiner to put the words to music. Dr James Charlesworth related that such a sense of peace and serenity was almost palpable and he wanted the music to support that.
As I began to listen to some snippets that was played of the Odes I had to pull over as I was sobbing so hard. I was struck by the words as it is words that song writers even today are writing and declaring in their praise. I was literally bowled over by the Pure Vein that has survived the test of time...the rote...and ritual...and all the religious trappings. The songs are STILL representing what God and HIS Spirit is saying and prompting to His people.
Examples:
1-Flow through me, pour out your love in me that I could show mercy....Ode 12
2-My heart was pruned and it's flower appeared -Then grace sprang up in it and my heart produced fruit for the Lord.For the most high has circumcised by heart by His Spirit, then he uncovered my inward being towards Him and filled us with His love-Ode 11
But this next one REALLY got me and the comments Dr Charlesworth shared as to the impact it had on him.
3-Behold, the Lord is our mirror. Open your eyes and see them in Him. And learn the manner of your face, then declare praises to His Spirit. Ode 13
Comments by Charlesworth:Our mirror is the Lord-Look at the Lord and see yourself. The light will dismiss all darkness in me. I then take my identity, my true identity, when I am looking into him. Not an identity that is of my emotion of the day or time frame, but I see who I really am in Him being transformed by His glory I then can understand that HE became like us so that We could become like him. Colossians 3:10 -Being renewed (or re-created) to a TRUE knowledge according to the image of the one who created him.
Now my words-I have heard the scripture quoted many times in my walk that we are "transformed by the renewing of our minds" and this is true. But sitting at the side of the road I "REALLY saw it. That until I (we) know for a fact our true identity in Him in our mind it cannot be grasped by our heart to begin to live out our identity as it will still be subject to how I see my self not who I truly AM in him-reflected in His mirror. As we believe the true knowledge of our identity then His Spirit has free rein to work in us, progressively, to narrow the gap of our inequities to His likeness. This is growing up in HIM.
However, the reason that I celebrate on March 17th, is because the gospel was spread to the land of my heritage by St. Patrick. His is a miraculous story that you may or may not have heard before.
St. Patrick was captured in England by Irish men, who enslaved him and took him back with them to Ireland. He later escaped slavery and went back to England. St. Patrick then joined the monastery where he was converted to Christianity. Only to be later told by God, to go back to Ireland, in order to spread the news of the gospel. I can't even imagine the thoughts that went through his head as he contemplated returning to Ireland.
St. Patrick's day celebrates the wonderful acts of a humble servant of God, whom by the way did not want anyone to celebrate him, and reveals Father God's plan for a savage nation. How God worked and changed a nation rooted in brutality by the obedience of one person.
So when I deal with people who have an Irish bent, like my boss who was born in Dublin Ireland. I totally get their temper, and the steadfast refusal to not back down. God created the Irish, savage as they were. They were always part of His plan to Cary the gospel throughout the world. God designed them with their stubborn ways, for His good. I am very proud of my hard headed Irish heritage. God needs stubborn, hard headed people, who don't bend their knee to Satan. People that will spread the gospel. That includes me!
